I've been there

We are all born into a broken world, with imperfect parents. Over time, I’ve come to understand that no earthly adult can love a child the way our Heavenly Father does. For many years, I wished I could tell a different story - one where I experienced the safety, love, and protection I needed. But my story was filled with pain and confusion. As a child, I endured deep wounds - abandonment, rejection, or betrayal - that left me searching for comfort in places that only deepened my hurt.

From the age of 12, I turned to destructive habits - alcohol, drugs, and unhealthy relationships - in an attempt to escape the pain I didn’t know how to handle. Like so many others, I tried to heal on my own, seeking peace in places that promised it but never delivered. I even explored spiritual paths outside of Christ, hoping to find the answers I needed. through years of witchcraft But after years of struggle, I came to a breaking point. I fell on my face before Jesus, broken and desperate for answers, crying out from the depths of my pain.

It was there, in my brokenness, that He met me. I didn’t find Him in a church building; I found Him in the most vulnerable part of my life. As I began to walk in faith, I realised that Christ had died for me, but my heart was still guarded. I struggled to fully embrace His love because I had been shaped by the wounds of my past - wounds that clouded my ability to trust Him completely.

My heart was locked up with shame, grief, and pain, and those wounds kept me from fully receiving His love and freedom.

For many women, the first deep wounds come from relationships that should have been a source of safety - whether it’s a father, a mother, or someone else they trusted. If this resonates with you, perhaps your pain led you to seek love and healing in places that only brought more heartache. Even after coming to know the Lord, you may feel like something is still holding you back from truly experiencing His fullness and thriving in your relationship with Him.

The reality is that even when we come to know God, there are still deep areas of our hearts that need healing. Emotional pain, unresolved trauma, and hidden idols can block us from walking in the freedom Christ offers.

Through my own healing journey, I discovered that transformation comes when we invite God into both our emotional and spiritual healing. He gently showed me how to create space for vulnerability, to face my past wounds, and to release the idols of my heart.

This wasn’t about attending church on Sundays - it was about building a real, intimate relationship with God, seeking Him daily, and trusting Him in both the beautiful and messy moments of life.

Now, I’m passionate about sharing what I’ve learned with others. I understand the pain and struggles that come from unresolved childhood wounds, and I’m here to walk alongside you. Together, we can confront your past, heal your heart, and cultivate a deeper, more intimate relationship with God.

Because our wounds do not have the final say—Christ’s act of pure love does.